Streamyx has been acting up. And what I've realised is that I'm getting pretty dependent on having an Internet connection - suffer Internet withdrawal symptoms without a broadband connection. I need to get a life.
Not like I do anything substantial besides blog, check email, download stuff, internet banking, ...
Tough week trying to prove to my boss I can be what I think he's thinking I can be. *Phew* Glad for the weekend - can recharge and start all over again on Monday :P
Work has "dullen" my brain. Urgh.
But work is necessary - because it provides all kinds of materialistic comfort which I can't get enough of.
You know, I left my first job because it had a bad working environment, but that job paid really well - about a third more than what I earn now, and that was 2 years ago. Now, with this second job, I'm really happy with the working environment and colleagues and all, but it pays really lowly. And worse thing is, I so know I'm worth more. I'm starting to wonder if I can never be satisfied.
I'm ready to fly out of the roost. And I really want to do that. I just really need the means. I hate depending on money.
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